I Am Fire

I am fire.
Xanax has no effect.
Oreos and fear fill my pantry. 
When I enter the room oxygen submits,
Like a welted slave.

All around me doctors and whores try to calm. 
But I am alone. 
I wander through the desert,
Searching for release,
Recurring dreams of a tropical rain.
 
Alas,
Incapable of repair - I rage.
“Your rules do not concern me,
I am all that matters.”
I retch false memories charred from charcoal and kindling.

I will lie,
“I know more than your Senators, your scientists, your intellectuals.”
I will lie,
“I am adored by soft-breasted, nubile babes.”
And I will lie,
“The greatest, the most, the best.”

I cannot help be but what I am.

I am fire!
Crackling, popping, combusting.
But it is you whom should be despised.
You who have chosen to provide the fuel and the fury.
You who cannot see me for what I am . 

So now I will reign,
Over your ashes.