Nobody Ever Told Me That Willow Trees Die
 
Sitting on my back patio looking at my willow trees
The leaves a waterfall in suspended animation
The cool dim evening sky peering through
Seeming as at ease as Captain Jack Sparrow with a sword at his neck
 
Yet, storms from the beginning of summer have made their mark
Large limbs dangle
Some lay in their open grave
Rotting above the ground  
 
Nobody ever told me that willow trees die
I guess I should have known
Nothing lasts forever
Everything dies  
 
My daughter surprised me a few weeks ago
I was going to be a grandpa
This would be our first grandchild
Nobody ever told me how that initial news feels
 
“Dad, you can’t tell anyone yet
I still have to have my first visit with the doctor”
I share stories of a good bowel movement
“Sure, honey, I understand”
 
I kept my word
Texted her often, “How are you feeling?”
“I’m doing great, Dad, don’t you worry”
I didn’t worry and I didn’t reveal
 
Sitting on my back patio looking at my willow trees
I received a text
“I’m sorry to tell you this news,
But we lost the baby”
 
Nobody ever told my daughter
That one in six pregnancies end in miscarriages
Nobody ever told me
How to comfort a daughter that just had one
 
Taking another look at my willow trees
I notice a wispy new twig rejoicing
“Here I am”